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Sun Day Sun day Sun dddaaayyyy

2009-03-08T17:13:00.008+08:00

This shampoo reeks of chinese medince and it's making my hair moistureless.
I'm going replace it soon with SunSilk.

www.ebcgirls.blogspot.com

Oh yes, ystd training! I think i'm already accustomed to Bukit Timah route. :D
I've been there more then once a week since January.
After training, Cheryl, Yuki, Xinfang, Wenting and I got to squeeze in Ms phua car.
We barely had no space for ourselves and Wenting has to sit on Xinfang's lap.
Though we had to bare the crampiness, but we cracked alot of jokes along the way.
We went to Queensway Shopping Center and we all bought Columbia hiking shoese.
I bought myself a new pair of badminton shoese as well.

I was volted by the odious armoa Laksa at the open space of QWSC.
I almost felt like vomiting but I held back. Argh. :/
We then head to Achoner point to have our packed away dinner @ Subway.

http://www.secretrecipe.com.my/secretrecipe/catalog/exchange/html/Mango_Delight.html

There was Sercet recpie outlet conjointly next to Subway, but dolefully, there was no sight of the mouthwatering Mango Delight.
I've been to more then 3 outlets in S'pore but none had the f awesome cake.
I has only seen and tasted that cake in Malaysia.
We had to squeeze in yet again to make our trip down to Causewaypoint and from there we departed.

Today, my mother is on off day! She cooking for dinner tonight.
Oh sinful sinful pig trotters! Hahaha!
I followed her to the market and i stocked up on Yoghurt,blueberries, banana and PEANUT BUTTER.

2009-03-06T15:22:00.004+08:00

Awwwww baby couldnt make it today.
So i went shopping with myself!
I bought a Long johns and a Adidas shorts for the upcoming trip :)

I shall eat cherry tomato!

2009-03-05T17:41:00.008+08:00

YOOOOOOO EARTHLING!!!
I had totally no time to update. With all the test and training...

Sometimes i myself feel that i've overworked myself and this leads to me being horribly deranged!!
I didn't talked to saravana and he went cracked and he's sooo perplexed by this sudden change of me and bombed my phone with smses and calls.
This goes on for three days? HAHAHA

Let me updated this web starting on ystd which is on wed?
Haha, my recess was a gr8 one at the lib.
ok then on to training. Coach was concerned about my left hand cuz it was badly swollen.
I really don't know what i should do with this pair of disordered hands. Sigh....
I hope for now it's doesnt swell at the wrong time at the wrong place.
I find that GIRLS-ONLY training is way more better, in a sense that the court belongs to us.

We were supposed to have our 16km run at the yishun canel but it was cancelled due to bad weather.
So we did stairs climb up and down for 20 time, even number was torun up and odd was to climb up.
It's extremely tough but i would rather suffer now then later at the mountain.

ok and today we had PE, we ran 2.4k,my timing was a 12.31, not too bad but i can do definitely better with my running shoes. School is no unexceptional for every thursday. I'll get to spend my lovely time with my dog and a afternoon nap.

Hmmm yes my virigin trip to the gym is gone! (Last week thursday) So far i only learned how to use three equiment (for arms) and the basic like treadmill, etc...
I'll be making more trip to the fitness gym.

Ohh and i'm very tempted by the ads of Amore.
The student package and the exciting course, CaridoBlitz!
One day i'm going try out Amore at Woodland civi center!!

~~PS: I'm going out on a date with baby tomorow afternoon! Double YAY!~~

Whoever said money can't buy happiness simply didn't know how to spree

2008-09-26T17:47:00.002+08:00

SIGHHHHH
SO MANY OF THE LIVEJOURNAL F21 SPREES HAVE NO OPEN SPOTS!!!

I REALLY HATE YOU PEOPLE
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being extravagant nowaday.....

2008-09-23T16:47:00.003+08:00

Well fancy that!!!
Seeto gave me a unexpected hug today! Haha i was taking a longer route to class after recess and by chance met her.
It may seems a trival matter to you but that hug make someone's day. :)
I love you, SEETOOOOOO!

Great news! I may be going to mt.everst base camp at Nepal next year.
My dad is selling his backside to pay for my expanse! Not!!! HAHAHAHA
Provided that i need to study and score well for my exams, possible if i can tranfer to express next year.
I'm being pressed for time now....... now is not a good time to idle away my time.......

PS: Sorry if i sound resentful yesterday night....... I hope you don't mind.
PS: Who is that lucky girl whoese birthday falls on 27 September.... Hmmmm

Would you get to the point already?!

2008-09-17T14:26:00.007+08:00

Edited for ............

Never tell your mum diet's not working

2008-09-15T20:43:00.003+08:00

Hi!

One little spoilt princess is in my house today. (see how my face is filled with disgust, LOL)

Yea and her smug look she makes as if everything is done just for her entertainment.

She likes to pretend she's chocking and then bust up laughing. CRAZY GIRL!

HeyHeyHey! Don't say i never update my blog or what ok! HAHAHAHA

2008-09-13T20:33:00.004+08:00

Didn't get up till half past 3 today. OINK!
My Mother bought her friend with my aunt to my house and permanently tattoo their eyebrow.
My mother is playing the host thats why.
Hahaha.I want to tattoo around my arm next time when I'm at the the old age of 21!

Oh yes, ystd i had a really hectic day!
Mr chow gone mad in the morning,during assembly,calling the 70% of the girls 'cheap' but i know he has it's reasons for playing the bad guy.
I'm gonna keep my fringe neato for now.. simply because if they caught out any girls fringe covering the face,they gonna a ask deduct the teacher's bonus pay and asked to write a report to the principle.
I'm not going to pull my teacher down the water so..... i will lose my pride with clipping up my fringe! lol!

Ok then, on to badminton.
Esther was cool! She knows moonwalk! Hahaha, A big Hi to Esther, if you're reading this! :)
Hmmmmm jiacheng was playing gay again! Lefted at 545 with that little brat, wee xuan!
We went to interchange together, then he secretly took my picture and by chance i saw it.
Chased him but he was too short among the seas of crowds. And my mrt was approaching. SCUMBAG!!!

Ok then, my hip hop course at somerset. Aiya brain corrupted i guess, couldn't get the jumping steps right.But I'm not discouraged of course(Endurance's x9999). I'd do more practice at home.

Ps: i got a pet rock and i named it Morello. It's has the pretties freakles and heavy makeup on it. ( i drew it)
Ps: Mellllllllllllllllllllllll, HIIIIIIIIIIIIII! :D

Load of Balderdash

2008-09-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

I love you 2/8! :)
Here's my new bag, MAJOR COOL HUH?!

Ok, Am in a happy mode because channel 5 is showing 3 of my favourite shows tonight.
*SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMS*
Byebye!

I fell down today. :s

2008-08-23T14:31:00.004+08:00

Intro Girl's hip hop course is over.
Maybe taking beginner course? Or other dance like exotic dance or maybe booty dance. LOL!!!

Finallyyyyyyyyyy. I found kinder surprise up for sale at 'Coco Tree'. Yummy!

Well.... I am sorry i felt that way on Wednesday.... It's for the benefit for the team, it's ok if I'm not training, i want what's best for the team.

NINCOMPOOP

2008-08-17T13:16:00.002+08:00

I look fat in the picture lol!
Sorry I've been miaing for quite a few days.
Life has been hectic these few days.
And i found out, somebody has fixation on my blog eheheh. LOL.
I've been scrimping very hard this few days so that i don't need to rely on my parents when i go out to have my meals or my needs.
I gave my Jan Sport bag pack to my sister.
Cuz she has been scrounging for the bag and willing to pay half of the price.
Well, I'm not really vying for people's attention for having such a bag and i need $. So why not?
Back to my national sling bag, i guess. HAHAHAHA.

My sister and I bought this for 50 cents.I had fun with this Ystd, but unfortunately it's life span is only for one day.
the spider men is very pliable, can do almost any position. LOL

Interhouse is comingggggggggg.

PS: Happy birthday Amirul. sweet(s) buddy!

HMMMMMMMM

2008-08-03T19:38:00.008+08:00

I've been slacking for this past few months.
Everybody in my class have been catching up in their work... :(

I'm gonna mange my time properly with my planning schedule i planned earlier today.
Soooooooo yea ha ha.

My mother brought me and my sister a new bicycle!
I love her so much that i'm gonna do her house chore {her part contribute to the family} for a week!

I rented three vcd about wwe! omg omg omg
I also bought ben&jerry for dessert!
Flash back to 2006 time!

{edit} MY MUM WON $* IN BETTING 4D
OKOK MY DAD HAS ALREADY WON A FEW BUCKS IN MAHJONG NOW MY MOTHER HAS GOOD LUCK WITHIN HER. SHE SAYS SHE GONNA GO SHOPPING WITH ME AND MY SISTER AT ORCHARD. OMGOMGOMG. omg
{i 've a feeling we gna have bad luck very soon.... sigh}

bye

What's with the studying hard and vying for attention? It boils down to nothing in the end.

2008-08-01T16:49:00.004+08:00

My hip hop course is gonna end soon. two more lesson excluding today.
Sad.
It also means no window shopping every friday night at orchard!!!
Hmm, school was alright. I need to get starting on doing history project.

China face!!! haha

Im thankful and i must treasure you every moment i can.
May sportie rest in peace. Stay strong ah girl jiejie.

Faber Drive!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-26T18:21:00.000+08:00

I promised jinwan, I promise her that I’ll go for the event...
Am I a fool for denying the existence of god, have I rejected true faith and thus arrogantly denied the existence of the king of peace?
I refuse to accept Jesus as my personal savoir...
I don't really believe prayer, even so, I define 0.01% as a "high success rate" when it comes to answered prayers.
I consider that to be evidence that prayer works. And I think that the remaining 99.99% FAILURE was simply the will of God.
Im already baptized by Cheryl’s church, one week after my birthday. Yet I still don't give my complete trust to god.
Sigh. But I have not been attending regularly since last 4 months....
I miss Alan, Fabian, Charlene, Li yin and others.
I longed to see their smile, because their smile itself is a reason for me to smile and together laughing with fun activities.

PS: Faber Drive songs are niceeee.

you'll always be a part of me, i'm part of you indefinitely...

2008-07-25T17:13:00.006+08:00

Qi songgg!
Flash me a megawatt smile asap alright?
It's all the damn bitch fault!!! Cheer up handsome please...
Some teachers are getting biased nowadays, This is outrageous, madness, end of the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not.

I seriously need to cut down my daily massive intake of rice and meat during recess.
Im in need of a good pair of badminton shoes.! I keep on slipping down due to worn out soles.
Well, Im booked fully tmrw. Havin badminton and church.
Byebye off to hip hop course!

Ps: The Hardy fought well last night! I expressed my awe by screaming and it woke my parents up. HAHAHAHA.

It's either you control your attidue or it controls you, stick to your plan...

2008-07-17T20:46:00.000+08:00

well,
I already resign myself to "F" even before i've seen this paper.
I should really review my notes..............{regret}
I'll do my very vey vey best to juggle both studies and sport.

Wacky time in school today. I should slash my price for my arm to US $13 tomorrow.
Hmm, sombody wanted to buy my body for US $14 today. Bloody hell lol!
If nobody buys it tomorrow, i will slash the price to a amazing.....
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12 baht!

But? You don't hear my anguished thought.

2008-07-14T20:02:00.002+08:00

This is not making sense, god knows and i don't.

Confidence is what makes people befriend you

2008-07-12T18:57:00.002+08:00

Haha, just had a good run at the woodland stadium.

Well, i lost count of how many rounds i ran.

And im crazy over spanish songs right now.

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Botak cherry

2008-07-10T19:27:00.001+08:00

QI SONG TOLD ME THIS IS MY BODY. -_-

K, today everyone in my class went pasting stickers at everyone back.
Alot of people kick my chair, Jia Jin went pasting sticker at my hair, my back, my racquet!!
And the Juliana!!! She paste onto my back I also don’t know!!!
Then recess she was laughing her ass off cuz many people laugh at me! Lol never mind, cuz it drums up my publicity. Hahahaha!

Today’s training is sooooooooo good! Lol couch praise my footwork, haha of course I’m elated cuz I really did my best and he saw it. :D And my game went smoothly.
Alright, looking forward tomorrow, I’m going to kick the Indian man spine real hard after recess.

Im your emotional twister, would you like to reconsider?

2008-07-08T14:35:00.001+08:00

"Crocodile and Sharks sighted at Woodland Town Garden."- Jasmine & Jasper

Finally got the guts to tell you the truth. Takecare

2008-07-05T15:28:00.002+08:00

Hello! Training today was heaps of fun!
There was this time, me and Cheryl played catching at parade square.
Amalina joined us later. There was this time they both surrounded me, I used my awfull high-pitched shouting voice and managed to run out of the spot in order not to be caught by them. Haha, we then roll on the ground laughing mad!
And there was this time I sneeze, I accidentally bit my tongue and my tongue bleed and it stained my teeth. Bloody mouth. Hahahahaha!

Ok yesterday I, tiffany and Joey went to attend the girl’s hip hop course.
I couldn’t follow the teacher steps, as in like couldn’t coordinate both hand and legs together at the same time. Basically 70% is you practice at home while 30% is teacher guiding you. First lesson was practically fine, felt abit shy when see myself doing mistake in front of a full-length mirror. But as times goes by, felt confidence overpowering me.

Ok bye!

WWE

2008-07-02T16:00:00.004+08:00

WWE RAW TONIGHT AT 10PM PEOPLE!

I didn't attend school today.
Rest my eyes for 5 mins at my bed, then when i woke up, it's 7.05am already. I slept for more than an hour!! Werid you might say.
Slept till 10 and got upt to revise my maths and science note.
I was hungry during 2pm, saw some left-over curry chicken and rice...
Got this stupid idea of deep-frying the curry chicken instead of mircowave, now stomach pain!!

My dad agreed on letting me join, but he don't look so promising...

2008-07-01T20:59:00.006+08:00

I want to attend/take up a course on dancing hip hop.

It cost total 140$...... it's 8 week, every friday.

Ha ha asking for my dad consent tonight.

I bet my dad will nag because it's at held somerset but i wouldn't not think negative!

My mother approved it already. [:

Once he agreed, gotta buy the baggy pants and shoes for extra comfort.

http://danzpeople.com/

Example:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmk68xYp7eI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZbWEi_l7uFs

And learning to play the guitar is way cool man!!!!

just gotta wish for a personal instructor though...

Gotta learn all the chord and master them, then sing along with my favourtie song, 9 march!

I found the song chord...

DNT project on moveable toy, i decide my theme is........

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DOMO!

Don't judge others before you judge yourself

2008-06-29T19:58:00.001+08:00

My dad is canceling my credit card account.

Containing my anger...

2008-06-27T20:18:00.005+08:00

Got the mt.k cert during morning assbemly.
Michelle and i were making werid sound before we get up and took our cert. Haha
Going to confront tomorrow.....? Sigh, cheryl, smile more alright. i love you. (:
I done my letter writing already and in a process of finshing my compo.
Im going on a bloody trip to body and face shop very soon...........
Wenhan told me Bastisa and rey mysterio got drafted to RAW. Aw sucker man.
Liming get well soon. ♥

Wonderland!

2008-06-22T20:06:00.006+08:00

I remember I was sick last two days ago.
I had supper at kfc with my sister because I skip dinner and both of my parents were working night shift.
I didn’t have the mood to eat and lie at the table and rest.
My sister then go order extra food for herself, out of the blue, De Jin came and approaches me and asked me if I was ok, was alarmed as I didn’t know they were there too.

I didn’t say much because I was really feeling weak…. So, thanks for the concern. Really hope to see you guys again. :)

At the point of time, I really wanted to message you to tell you I’m sick and hope you will care about me, but it seems that you don’t even care anymore...

Addicted to wonderland online. Haha I’m a wind mage! Currently level 10.
I watched a movie with Marcus today, and then chat with him on the phone on the way back home.
Played badminton with my mother at evening at blk 436, there was no wind so we were really happy about it. (:
And school is starting tomorrow! I really miss a lot of my teachers and friend. ♥

Tuesday, 17 June. Towning, kbox

2008-06-18T13:52:00.007+08:00

I went for badminton training in the morning to find, training starts at 1pm today.

But i got some chance to talk to some of my lovely&handsome junoir.... :)
Can i declare this is my first time not attending badminton training? Really!!!
Now i'm feeling so........
Haha lol.

Did some shopping online to buy body and face product, Tranfer in the afternoon just now. Hopefully it will reach me safetly.
Byebye

2008-06-18T11:08:00.001+08:00

Still in the midst of constrution.

2008-06-16T17:15:00.005+08:00

Bursting into tears when i suddenly think of that person.
im not a strong person who can face the reality....
I have done my best already, there is nothing i can do anymore.

Goodbye

2008-06-15T21:35:00.001+08:00

Again and again.
I will stabbed you a mean glance whenever i see you onward.

2008-06-14T17:37:00.004+08:00

Sigh..........................................
I did something wrong and i'm feeling effin remorseful.
I need someone's ears right now...

Hiatus till i've got mood to post.
Ps: Deleted my friendster account for i don't know what reason

2008-06-12T16:33:00.007+08:00

Im really desperate to buy many stuff.

It's shopping period for me. But i left with 20 bucks.

Will update my days over at Malaysia, Sabah, once CHR website upload photos on the trip. Looking forward to tommorow thankgiving dinner and badminton farewell party for senoirs.

Cheers.

2008-06-03T14:05:00.008+08:00

Just want to thanks Joey and Tiffany yesterday, for the wild night we had.
Pussycat doll movessss :D

Byebyeeeee, not posting for a week.

2008-05-30T17:00:00.002+08:00

I was bewildered by Tiffany latest post.
Bitch la! Make my eyes all puffy and red. Cheese bunnnnn…
Remembering the entire past, sigh…
Marilyn Garcia! I swear next time when I grow up; I’ll marry a f rich man, go to the entire maid agency and find you! But of course, with special privilege waiting for you.
I remember I was a troubled kid when I was young, I’ll have throbbing headache or irritating stomachache every night! She would be there, rubbing medicine oil, ah shiok!
And Tiffany, ily! Thank you for not forgetting the events of distant memory. <3

I LOVE CHRBADMINTON TEAMMMMMMMMMM & couch!
This coming Wednesday, CHR b division girls is having a friendly match against River valley secondary school, Sad, Im flying on that day already.
Chr girls, I hope you all success in every match! Huat ah!

alrite, bye! My dad is cooking my favourtie dishes tonight!
Green beans plus shrimpxzxzzx! {smile}

2008-05-28T20:44:00.002+08:00

Hoildays!!!
And yes, of course. I must have a outing real soon! I'm free from 12June onwards!
There’s this coming outing for last year 1/8 students, held at 4 June which I’d super love to attend but Im flying on that day already. Sad.

Oh shit, Im going emo now.
Goddammit, I so do loathe holidays. Plus there is this global warming shitxzxz.
Nothing but this constant stifling heat… all it does is make me so HOT.

Today’s training was so tiring , but it feels weird without Chen yan.
But still, I enjoyed pairing up with Xin yi. {Smile}
And couch recommends me to be a sports model because I’m freakin tall?! Haha.

Walked home, Bathe, slept for 30 mins, then walked to school again for equipment check. The skies were threatening and got me worrying :/
Ms Phua reprimand me bcause I didn’t really bring much stuff. Sigh.
My humble apologies! :(
Ah alas, I got bestow a sudden outbreak flu and fatigue while going home...
Found a balloon and played it with my dog, it's sharp claws burst it in the end.

Just a small update yea, so mmmm bye!
And 7 more days before i take off. haha
Oh yes random stuff: My dad me explain to me what was cheese bun and hotdog all about. Hahax2

2008-05-23T10:55:00.005+08:00

Last Wednesday I went to golden mile specially to eat at this particular store that was featured in channel eight show.
I find that the potion very small? I’m a very big eater I guess.
The waiting time is around 5 mins. And his smile is, I can’t describe but it makes me very happy. After eating, my mother brought me to the Thailand center.
The smell is as funny as usual.

I can’t sign in to LMS.
And I’m siding with haowen! You play with Monfort sec before?
Eeeeeee, I’m so scared~ Haha.

2008-05-20T13:48:00.003+08:00

Lazy for to elaborate the whole trip,
Just wanted to say I look like Malay now. -.-
And i emo-ed when i was at sentosa palawan beach there, cause of weiching luh! :/
Go tiffany or joey blog for more information~
Photobucket is such a bitchxzxzxz!
I didn't attend school today, Couldn't find my rubber band and clips -_-
out with mother later to buy stuff for this coming trip <3

Childhood days.

2008-05-16T14:52:00.002+08:00

I miss Ah pekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Aw, tomorrow there’s mt.k training.
Estimated there is 2 more training before we set off to mt.k. Exculding this.
Always missing out badminton training on Saturday, Argh, I don’t want to fall behind!!
Marcus told me there’s this street soccer tournament that he is joining, but to my utter dismay, the game start at 8’oclock sharp, so I can’t go support him at CCK stadium...
sigh, well, uncle bullshit, you can do it, I have confidence in you.
Go knock’em down!
Today is wwe judgment day, definitely can’t miss out tonight big big show.
And yes, ECW yesterday was f****in awesome!
Conference on the phone with Tiffany and Joey tonight.
Going to East-cost on Sunday,Sun-tanning on Monday! I hope! :B

2008-05-14T12:15:00.001+08:00

So like one day, we‘re both standing among the crowds and I looked at him and his gaze fell on me.

Are you avoiding me because you’re embarrassed by my unwanted attention?
Sigh, what worse is I m afraid that I will expose myself to outright rejection in public.
Maybe I’m just thinking too much, studies should be my main priority now and yours.
Freak, I look so pathetic and a turn off -_-

A total stranger that captures my heart.
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I’m quite elated for my nafa shuttle run, haha, 10.8s.
Did 38 push up, but the teacher minus 2 marks cause I didn’t go all the way down? -.-
Joke with Juliana till we went back, love her so much! Haha <3
I’m bothered by the Mt.k training! Why must is happened on the same day(mon,wed and sat) for badminton training? So unhappy :<
Katrina is sick today, get well soon alright babe? <3

2008-05-01T14:59:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was hella good, WWE RAW just made my day up!
My dad watch it with me last night too and told me the names of the 'older generation' WWE superstar whom retire already. aww ):
I Herby declare WWE is my favourite television show! :DDDD
Rey Mysterio! Get well soon leh, i miss watching you kicking in action!
FYI: WWE = World Wrestling Entertainment

Sorry Mr Bullshit for not going out today…
Trust me alright, for once?
Just called to the wdl stadium and found out today whole of the badminton court is fully booked to 7pm.
What the….. ):
I guess I’m going to sleep now till 7 pm for today.
Studying geo once i wake up.
Public holidays just suck to the maximum.

Ps: I change my blog song.

2008-04-29T15:14:00.003+08:00

It’s impossible to be there for more than one person in my life.
I can’t be everything to two people at the same time.
Sooner or later, someone’s going to get hurt.
I really do not wish to hurt his feelings and in some sense, I can't bear having him be angry with me either.
But if this goes on, more people are going to wind up hurt.
I am truly at a loss on what to do now...
I'm such an asshole bitch... ):

Badminton practice with teammates tomorrow.
Lit and Maths paper 1 will be tested tomorrow.
Mayb going out with family tomorrow too...

2008-04-24T15:09:00.004+08:00

'For those in love, if one day your partner choose to leave to seek better pasture, let them go. Only by doing that Love can grow. Holding back will only bring about dissatisfaction for both.

As the saying goes, "If you love him, you got to set him free. If he comes back, only then you know he's yours to keep"

How awfully true! Maybe i should just move on.......
Shitty English paper, left alot of blanko for paper 2 as there isnt enough time. ]':
That shitty Jia jin took my handphone while i was day-dreaming after recess today -_-
Nowadays he keep on di-siaoing me alot uh.
Went home with Liming, I love you alot lah Liming! ♥
Alright, off to play badminton soon at wdl sport hall with __________________.
Maybe I'll b going tomorrow with lee fang and others too! Super big smile ---> :)

2008-04-21T17:33:00.004+08:00

Shit ass, i m not in exam mood this week.
I got fucking detention till 4.00pm today because i didn't bring my PE attire as i thought this week is supposed to be exam week!
-_-
Saw Marcus aw too but didn't manged to say hello because Mr bastri was there, staring super intensively at us.
I and huiwen ran through the rain after that, luckly we didnt zao geng so badly
Alright, All the best readers for your exams!

They said you've found a new love.

2008-04-20T17:53:00.001+08:00

Hello, been mia-ing for almost 1 week already. (:
~~I’ll b mia-ing next week too.~~
Just want to update on today. Haha.
Morning, I just received news that BB is using the hall for don’t know what reasons.
So can’t play badminton, so sad right!
Attend Cheryl church in the morning, didn’t managed to attend school church.
Sorry Jin wan….. My greatest apology.
Afterwards went out with Amalina and Hong Hui, window shopping!
HH treated us Milo Mcflurry, I think it’s too sweet though.
Saw my little junior, idris, with his brother. ZOMG they totally look alike!
We didn’t take any pictures, totally forgotten because we had so much fun. -_-

2008-04-12T17:39:00.002+08:00

Omg I never sweat so much before in my life until today morning hike from 8.30 to 12.00.
Thanks to the senior who encouraged me to preserve through the 5 sets of strenuous climbing of the endless steps to heaven.
Practically ¾ of my Pe shirt was covered in smelly sweat during the training to bt.timah.
And at the back of my haversack was wet cause of my sweat -_-
Managed to reach school at about 1pm and sang happy birthday to coach!
There was free time during that period so I paired up with Chen yan to play a few set.
I missed her like fugg can?!
Playing badminton tomorrow at school, 10am-2pm, (Sunday)
Running tomorrow with Islam in the afternoon, I hope the weather is fine.

This emptiness is killing meand I'm wondering why I've waited so long.
I’ve tried my best to forget you
But I don’t want to.
Maybe I should just move on.
Just so you know.

2008-04-11T20:55:00.003+08:00

I just came back from 3d 2n camp!

Suffered a terrible headache after kayaking.
Was thinking of Badminton during 1 - 6.30pm on the first day. (Wed)
Chat with Liming for like the whole of second day. <3>
Didn't see any monkey doing sexual intercourse at bt.timah as what 2/7 said.
I jumped the leap of faith! But i didn't manged to do chin up , damn challeging!!
Pitching a tent in the middle of the night is effing hard.

And i still don't really like my class after going through so much hardship.
Lazy to elaborate the rest~

After camp, i took cab and went home.
Slept till 3 plus then play badminton at wdl stadium with ************.
Lots of fun can! Made up my day even though I'm tired!
Saw Andrew who made fun of me during primary school days.

Me: x'cuse me, are you Andrew from wdp.
Andrew: You're talking to the right person. And who're you?
HA HA!! Omg -_- Back then, he will make fun of my name without fail when he sees me.
Chat for awhile before i walked back home with ************.
Finished packing my 5 kg bag for tomorrow morning walk to bt.timah hill...
Wouldn't be able to celebrate for coach early advance birthday tomorrow...
Thank you for shaping me into the person I'm today...
You have definitely made me a stronger person who can endure hardships....

2008-04-08T17:49:00.003+08:00

Had an intensive training on Monday.
We had 120 sets of stairs to climb UP! omg -_-

Today was alright i suppose.
And then went home with Juliana and Weichon
I wouldn't be able to go on training tomorrow and every Saturday!
Plus! Next week NO TRAINING!!!!! (Super Duper sad face)
But maybe Sunday I'll b going! hehe

Camp starts tmr till Friday.
Some Sec 1 bitches is harassing my Junior......
It's just some lame staring games, people...
i dont mind being suspened or have dentention ok.
Watch out bitches. FUCB

2008-04-05T21:07:00.002+08:00

yes............................
its been a couple of months since you left.......
We were always dedicating songs we hear to each other....
Yes, Outside by stained is still my #1 Song in my heart.

2008-04-03T22:53:00.001+08:00

Something happened today when I went back home after Chinese oral.
You called this fate or what?
Don’t want to elaborate much.
Seriously, I asked myself again, is this fate or what??
And are we going to keep in touch again? I doubt so.

And Mt.kinabalu, here I come!
Friendly match against MI this coming Saturday.
I don’t think I’ll get to play though …

2008-04-01T17:24:00.002+08:00

Hi, mid-year exams are just three weeks away.
I just had an hour of maths remedial after school with ms woon and I revised my science, geo and history notes till 5. Feeling kind of drowsy and weary right now…

And I really hope my parents allow me go Mt. kinabalu during june hoildays.
It’s a once in a lifetime chance…!! !!!
I checked my edusave account just now.
Balance: 772$, School subside 300$, so its 278$ for this trip…. And I got in total of 300$ in my bank account that I’ve been saving in my entire fourteen life. I’ll get the answer by tonight, may gold bless me throu the super torture, bloody battle with my dad to convince him.

Practically yesterday, we badminton, played against with the netball girls, netball. It was real fun, But I hope the girl I m was defending yesterday first round game isn’t hurt. ):
Looking forward to inter-CCA for netball!!!
And today Hui tian told me a joke during assblemy about two monkey fucking with each other. Fast.I almost broke into an uncontrollable laughter during the dead-silence of reading period!! Argh -.-

Weeeeeeee, there’s badminton training tomorrow!
I think if my head touched the pillow at this moment, I’ll be fast asleep.

2008-03-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

Find me and islam at wdl staidum, 4.30-6 pm every sunday!

{Unless it's raining}

He is my running buddy! <3

FYI: He is the ambassador of bold house.

I've restock my sweets supply for school next week.

2008-03-29T16:54:00.006+08:00

Finally, I told my secrets out
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Unburden my heart out to my angel…
She’s always there for me, no wonder people has this phrase called man best friends…

I saw you again today with a smile, looking at me.
It brings me a little flutter of warmth yet kind of unknown feeling.
Don’t you have your love ones already?
I don’t get what you mean, boy.

2008-03-25T17:39:00.000+08:00

Your heart is with another person.
And to thought I fell for you.
How can I face you from now onwards?

2008-03-23T20:15:00.002+08:00

I hate my handphone!!
It's spoiled every now and then, grrrrrrrr.
Then later it will work, no defects. wth

And spider chronicle is amazing!
Thanks liming darling for introducing this movie,
♥

I m almost done with my art! Just a few more sketches and it's complete :D
There is badminton training tomorrow too! weeeeeeeee

2008-03-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hello again!

Parents’ meeting was ok.
Comment on my hair only? Other then that was okay lah.
Played badminton with seniors at wdl sport hall.
I played 5 sets of double and three set of training strokes drills.

Clashed my racket with qiutong racket, real sorry! I hope it isn’t spoiled at least…
Had lots of fun lol, it’d be better if more c division girls came!

Thanks seniors for inviting me over. {big big smile}
Thanks Cheryl, for making the effort to come too!
Makan at cwp with Shu ping afterwards.
Thanks babe for making up my day!

Tomorrow I’ll be playing with my juniors

2008-03-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

Hello!

On Tuesday.

I received the medal for 800m during morning assblemy.
I seriously need to cut down my daily massive intake of rice and meat for recess!!
It’s making my wallet to be even lighter, like as if I’m holding on to air! -.-
I remember on that very day I was super neat yo! {geek/nerd smile}
Missed out maths lesson due to counseling……
I hope there isn’t more counseling session…
I’ve been missing out quite a few lesson of maths already due to my absence in school ):

Today.

400m, 3rd
4x400, 2nd
4x100, 5th

Hey, stop being such a bitach and go around criticize people when you don’t even run for your house! And that bunch of sucker, only know how to react only!
And Michelle sweetie! Congratulation on winning the run as well as the cheer!
And girls, you don’t need to feel so bad about getting fifth place, I know u tried your very best to put in your greatest effort already, so yea, love you bold house girls!
Once again, I want to say I love bold house! Three cheersxzxzxzxz!

Sorry Shu Ping, had to delay our meeting till tomorrow…
Ps: Roy, you’re such a bo liao person! -.- I know who u ‘re already! I just don’t want to reveal, hohoho!

2008-03-16T14:18:00.001+08:00

Bulu bulu!

Haha. I left with my maths assignment!
Shitness man!
I got to train on my smash…
Got chided for the wrong method of smashing by coach…
Someday I will be the next jinwan! LOL
And during the physical training, my left side of my buttock got cramps! -.-
Didn’t managed to catch up with Cheryl
Instead lag behind her a few rounds…
I broke a promise to myself again….

I m in a dilemma now… Should I join basketball???????
I don’t think I can cope with my studies + badminton + basketball…
As I m a very slow learner…

19thmarch is approaching very soon!
And I owe lots of gai gai to many people! -.-

I just called canadian pizza 30 min ago.
It should be arriving soon yea.
Bye! (:

2008-03-13T13:04:00.000+08:00

Your distant blank stares…..
What does it means?
Would you please stop looking at me?
I hate the way you walk,
How cocky and so sure,
and I hate how you make me feel so insecure.
And when you're not here, the feeling dies.
Everyone keeps telling me what you are
But you are the one thing on my mind
that I try so hard to forget you…….

Shitty love songs
Shitty Laughter
Shitty smiles
Shitty dreams
Shitty tears
Shitty reasons
Shitty goodbye

2008-03-09T12:10:00.004+08:00

In remembrance of Kito Aya.
Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing.” – Kito Aya

You can read her diary @ http://diaryofaya.blogspot.com/

aya’s class OST l Remioromen l march 9 [English Version]

In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away
With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I’m a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn
I’m standing at the door to a new world
What I’ve realized is that I’m not alone
If I close my eyes
You’re behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I’m the same for you
The dusty whirlwind
Tangled up the laundry,
butThe white moon in the morning sky
Was so beautiful, I couldn’t look away
There are things that don’t go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem small
The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom,I’ll be happy
From now on,I want you to be quietly smiling beside me
If I close my eyes
You’re behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I’m the same for you

Going to play badminton with Elise later on!
Man, i love my badminton junoir so very much! <3

2008-03-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Just want to say I m proud of being a bold house!
Get to know some of the secondary one bold house students.
Supports from upper secondary bold house… ..
I got a stitch at my left side of my stomach during my 800m run…
And I tired to bear with it with two more events…..
Pain is temporary… glory is forever!

2008-03-05T18:01:00.007+08:00

Hi.
Our lit project (a skip) turns out smoothly…. although we did it at last minute.
Our main actress was doing perfectly fine yea, except for the main actor,
As the director, I got to repeat the script specially for him for so xxxx times….
Yet he didn’t really have everything into his head and did a few mistakes...
Extras were terrific! Good jobs guys!

Is the devil suit scary anot? I sponser it ok! Haha :D

Just yesterday I brought a new racket.
Eh not cheap ley, RM 369.90……
It’s Gosen Roots Aermet 2700.
Though Gosen is pretty unknown in Singapore………..
I love the smell of new strings and new bag….. lol
I m ready and on the go for smashing and smash return!

Went for the sports heats trail …….
I lost the second place in a 1 second…… yes, a mere second! ):
I know why I failed in taking the first place already.
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Lack of confidence…. I know I got the stamina………..
So this one week holiday, everyday going stadium run 8 rounds.
I’m f serious, I want bold house to win with pride this year again!!
So I’ll be training my stamina, sportsmanship as well as my discipline.
And yes, I got to thank my friends for cheering me up
I got to know a really great friend called Michelle from power! (:

Argh, tommorow having CIP...... newspaper collection :s
But i'll be playing badminton at 3 - 5 at wdl sport hall!
After that i'll be running at the staidum 8 rounds!
So yea, looking forward tommorow! {smiling widely}
And lastly Happy birthday gerladine senoir!

Am I still having feelings for you?
I don’t know what my heart is thinking and hell i thought I could get over with it.
But I never knew that you are still right here in my heart. I was wrong
You took my love for granted like hello, why am I still thinking of you.
I already brought your present though your birthday is just a few months away.

2008-02-28T15:17:00.006+08:00

On Wednesday.

Art lesson, for our class was flower drawing.
I had no inspiration of what to draw and just doodle whatever I saw what is outside of the window. I drew Different types of trees………..............

Badminton Training went for the bold house selection.
Get to know quite a few secondary 1 bold house students and know more about Mr Koh.
As for 8oom, my best timing was 3m.19s. I swear I didn’t stop, just normal pace….
I should have speed at the end. :s

Happy birthday Joanne, Jian min and Joshua! (:
All the Js and same birthdates, wow.

Today
I completed my tissue pouch during H.E lesson!
I must say I did quite badly for the decorations though…..
Recess went all wrong.
Mr Bastri shame me in front of the whole lower sec.

And that SMELLY BIG FAT AH PU NEH TEACHER IS SUPER BIASED.
Sent home for some minor problem after that. Around 11.20pm.

Happy birthday Xiao ping! Let gai gai at bugis real soon! ♥

I'm still thinking whereter to join basketball as my second cca?

2008-02-24T13:18:00.006+08:00

I watched CJ7 & Ah long ptd ltd already.
Now to watch Death note with aiai and Kung fu dunk with *************!

School carnival was okay.
I didn’t get to do my shift though, because I didn’t attend school on Friday to know my what time is my shift.
I hugged ahma when I found her! She become super tan but it’s alright (:
I didn’t get to used all my carnival ticket though, because I only have 50 mins to spend.
Bought as many things as possible, and left the school at 12.05….
The christen wedding ceremony was very nice, and the bride look very beautiful indeed.
No wonder people say women look most beautiful in her entire life wearing her wedding gown. Awwwwwww, I want to wear it to! {Fat hope}
The buffet there was fabulous, I help myself to a second serving. :3
Joke with my church mates afterwards<3
Left around 6.15pm with charlene.
Took 912 bus, saw Jaslyn Nah and Alvin together worxzxzxzxzxx.
Hug la, Play la infront of me. Making me jealous righttttttt?!?!
Last long! <3

A week ago. :3

2008-02-21T16:52:00.000+08:00

Results for my common test
Lazy to say all out but most of it just pass with one or two marks.

Maths: 8/25.

I tried loving maths and make it a priory to study every day but almost all the question I studied didn’t came out { funny? } or otherwise, I forgot the formula. Sigh…

On Wednesday

Huiwen was very kind! She gave me a plaster without me asking her.
I’m beginning to like chatting with MC King. His name too long to remember -.-
I asked him come to school regularly and don’t take MC. And he agreed by asking me to come school regularly, so yea, I agreed to his condition. :D
I forgot what happened on that day. All I remember I need to attend for maths remedial every Tuesday. :l
Training was ok, c division girls didn’t get to run! Awww. :s
k, after that, you no need to know. :D

It’s like I’m having a bad hair on every Thursday?
I got notice lo, three times on every Thursday already! :S
And chatting with jiajun every morning in school is a daily routine for me! <3
Nothing particular happen, chat with mc king during HE period.
We made three super offensive jokes about needles and thread cause we got so fed up with putting the thread into the needle. Lol! I tell you, its super duper gross! :p
Yapxzxzxz, lib is open during recess!
I’m going to starve myself during recess and read books in order to learn new vocabulary words!
Walked home and brought cookies to feed myself for lunch.

2008-02-19T14:28:00.002+08:00

I want to tell you and I don’t
I’m lost and confuse,
This is love or not
Please help me.

Yesterday.

History, Mr Kumar as funny as usual…
As I was sitting in front and in the centre row, he appointed me as the history rep…
argh so suay…
Geo lesson was ok I suppose... Teacher was kind enough to teach us {NT students} how to read maps as last year we didn’t take the subject geo….
The others were f rude! Talk like no one business because they already knew!
Managed to learn how to read maps! 4 & 6 figure….
I got this habit of sweeping the classroom floor….. :S
Training………. ……..
My timing was 18m23s. Target timing was 17m15s.
Bloody 1 m 08s second. Why the hell did I stop for?

I didn’t attend school today…..
Maybe evening going with my mother to jog at wdl stadium.
She always changes her mind last min! :l

2008-02-14T15:24:00.002+08:00

I really got nothing to say for the Lit and Chinese paper…
English is definitely a disaster for me. I think I only earned less the 20 marks. ):
History and science paper was ok. Only managed to understand a few, hopefully I can pass. I 'm worried for the 2 other subject that I’m taking tomorrow, especially maths.

Oh ya, I’m sitting the very front and centre in my classroom! I found out that I can concentrate so much better, compared to behind. The problem just that I’m too tall and blocking my friends view sitting behind me. Can’t blame me right! I was born tall… ):

Oh ya, Last Wednesday. I went school early.
Only I and Yu Chong were present in the classroom. Out of blue, the light blacked out.
We kept quiet, then lights came back, then later the same thing happened. Happened about 2 times. Then on the third time both of us shouted WA LAO at the same moment!
Haha -.- I ask him some maths question later on, maths pro sio.
Lend Li Mei calculator and put on my desk during Chinese lesson.
Some bus third stole it while I went over to chat with Juliana.

My $18 fly away like that. $%^&*()(*%&&&&&%(*%^*$%#$%%%%%

Happy Valentine's Day to you all.
I remember that alley where we used to hold hands and you whisper in my ear i love you.

2008-02-09T11:38:00.000+08:00

Thursday
Aunt: You’re sec 3? Sec 4? Or poly?
Me: Sec 2.
Anyway I sat at the dining table till 1 hour plus.
I was waiting for the abalone to be served, but there was none.

Friday
I spend my time yesterday with meghy!
Finally! Get to taste my superb, wonderful, oh-so-shiok clam chowder at mos burger!
Did a lot of stuff at meghy house, swimming, cooking dinner, and homework.
I finished my CNY math homework with the help of meghy!
Now I got to concentrate my English. (:
I love walking my dog on Saturday, Sunday early morning, the cold air smelled of dew and grass….. Ah and the way she run is so adorable!!!
A pity I can’t walk with her on Mon-Fri! awwwwwwwwwww.
Alright, I should be finding the song of evil for the lit project instead of blogging. D:
I want my whole group to pass their lit project with flying multi-colours! Haha!
Giddyup with CNY homework, everyone!

Currently busy with common test!
Only last for one week.
Will blog after that :D

2008-02-05T18:01:00.000+08:00

http://buckcherryrock.imeem.com/video/uamNhPdQ/buckcherry_sorry_music_video

2008-02-02T20:16:00.000+08:00

Badminton training in the morning.
Darryl birthday was announced today, and then I realized my birthday is tomorrow! haha
Even though I didn’t run for past two weeks, my stamina somehow improves sio
By 15 seconds! Big improvement already!
My badminton grip had worn out, going cwp tmr to buy a new one.
After training, headed to the childcare center for gathering of the church mates.
Played a game, I almost danced in front of everyone.
But Alan took up the rap for me. Thanks! Haha.
Had steamboat for dinner, everyone keeps passing food for me.
Had lots of fattening beef, Argh I feel so fat now.
A few of my church mates offer to follow me to the bus-stop. I declined, they’re so caring. (:
Something happened in the bus, it’s very similar for what I experience in Mrt.
But I think Mrt more worse! I still remember his face, arghxzxzxz!
And he still looked at me when he is out of the mrt. :/

Yazxxzxzxz, tmr have church!
And free cake! Thanks for flooding my friendster and my phone!
<3 you people!

2008-02-01T18:12:00.000+08:00

I’m soooooooooooooooo confused.
Should I join the cheerleading for bold house? They’re lacking of girls.
I’m running for bold house too. 4x200m batter and 400m run.
Really want the chance to be able to learn dancing with Celeste Chen and the others.
Their training falls on wed, but I’m also having badminton training on that day! :l
Today chapel talk was an interesting one.
Our school invited Singapore Women Everest team to have a talk with us.
I feel that if I take up the 18 days base Everest base camp, it’d be a rather challenging…
Will try considering asking Ms. Puah if I can retake my Nada in order to get gold.

Had a long nice chat with meghuy today.
I’ll be meeting her real soonxzxxzxzxz. <3

2008-01-31T19:54:00.000+08:00

Wednesday

Dashed out of classroom during FTC period w/o permission.
Got scolded in front of the whole class.
But she didn’t hand me to Mr Bastri.
Training, Pair up with Esther & played double.
It was a very close fight! 14-16.
Joanne and Mindy match against Jin wan and a guy was super intensive!
And after that, Li fang taught me some of the mistake I made in my test.
She volunteer to be my tutor for free, she’s really very kind!

Thursday

My cooking went all wrong!
I put too much cheese in the cream sauce, causing it to be super sticky.
Ping seong touch 3 guys butt in a row in front of me, laughing with an evil smile. -.-
Mrs. Leow came in for our class FTC period! <3
Had a nice little sweet chat with her.
Head to Xin Ming secondary school for tournament.
While warming up for the strokes, I keep on jumping to hit the shuttle { LOL }and did some other funny strokes or method.
Xin yi, Ice lemon tee, Chen yan and I keep on laughing like mad.
After a while we became serious lah. Haha.
We lost every match but it’s alright, since we already knew the outcome.
I <3 C division girls, had a great cheer and many laughter today! :)

Efficiency.

2008-01-29T19:06:00.000+08:00

I think life nowadays for me has been rather peaceful.

Used to get caught by Mr Bastri and Mr Kumar, but recently there isn’t any case for two weeks.
No more love problems. No more boys are in my life.
I realized I changed a lot since secondary one. I become more sensible, independent.
I have aims now. Studies and Badminton come first!

Of course, I have only myself to rely on.
I must go it alone
all on my own
and believe in myself
because I'm all I have.
And who I become
depends only on me.
I don’t need anyone or who
To rely on.

Life is a journey, we just started, so if any obstacle come by, don’t give up; Continue ahead, there’s a long path waiting for you to be completed. {Typing to myself}
I’ll remember in my head what coach said to us today.

I just finished my art! All the sports player I cut is from mainly from Thailand.
I was randomly browsing through my mum newspaper and found lots of nice picture.
Yay! I’m cooking cream pasta on Thursday! {smile gleefully}
Hopefully, it wouldn’t turn out to be so bad :S
I will take dozens of pictures! Stay tune! Lol
We are playing against Xin min secondary this coming Thursday!
I guess I wouldn’t be playing as I played two matches already.
But if I got the chance, of course I’ll do my very best lah! (:

2008-01-26T13:39:00.000+08:00

I’m supposed to be with my church mate in china town right now.

I went online shopping again.
Spend 60$ on some beauty product. My mother fork out half of the amount cause she ordered some too.
My swollen swell down abit, but I think it make no differences. ):

2008-01-25T16:48:00.000+08:00

I didn’t go for school today.
My left eyelid swells until very jia lat.
Can’t see my double eyelid sio, lest eyes small, right eyes big. I broke out into uncontrollable sob and ran to my dad room. He told me to go back and sleep, later on then go clinic.
I didn’t went back to sleep, I thought I got disease {made-up} haha.

The doctor told me not to put on contact lenses for two weeks?!
And have three day rest.
God, there is badminton training and church meeting tomorrow!
& there is church and outing with bestie on Sunday!!! Grrrrrrr
The swell is getting better now, my double eyelid can see abit only…..
And later when I got home, I realized the swell is as though I apply red eye shadow on my eyelid! Damn fulgy.

2008-01-24T20:36:00.000+08:00

I and yifan played a match against marsling secondary last Tuesday.
It turns out to be alright, I wasn’t nervous one bit.

Today played against Northbrook secondary.
All those attentions from seniors are making me…….. Blanked out.
Seeing my every step, every move I take.…
My heart could not help palpitating…
In spite of losing points due to my carelessness, we won in the end.
But to me, it was a total utter dismay! :/
I’m feeling very fed up with myself! Why can I make things turn out right?!
In the match, I didn’t even think of coach, Benny and teammates advice.
All I did is to play stupidly, forgetting all the footwork, stamina woring out rapidly and worse, I didn’t cover for yifan!
Am I going to prove myself that I can do better?
I’m prepared for any tough training!

I wished that the ground would open up and swallow me up.

2008-01-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

Went to cwp for church.
@ 9.30.
First time wearing skinnes and converse shoese. lol abit werid.
Alot of thing to mention, but fast forward lol.
I know some people name already!
Long xiang, Weiwen, Felica, Ah he, Ah pui, Charlene.
I got to know one of my ex-senoir from CHR. Forgot his name though! -.-
Went to sun plaza and brought one really cool hat and a sling bag.
I'm using that bag when i get tired from using my domo bag. :/

Time past so fast & there is school tommorow!
k, bye!

2008-01-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

A very fast blog post,
On last Friday, didn’t go to school.
Catch the movie one missed call with sister.
Damn, a lot of weird memories came running through my head when seeing couples acting lovely- dovy :/
Anyway, I’m getting the ring tone from Jacky on Monday! (:

On Saturday, today.
Went badminton training, Coach changed my partner! ):
But I’m fine with anyone la! (:
I got news that i & yifan will be playing a match with marsling sec this coming tuesday!
Second time playing with other schools, abit nervous. :/
I trained my backhand wit ice-lemon tea, can block lots & lots of smashes!
After training, I and Cheryl went to the childcare there, put our stuff then went to nearby court play badminton and some other physical training to train our wrist and arm.
Went back after 45 mins. Bathed.
Then many people came. So many friendly people!
We sang Chinese song, lol quite weird, because I’m not very familiar with singing Chinese songs .
Then we got this activity, fun! Requires to use our brain to think how to entangle our hand. Many funny patterns.
Then group disscusion! There is this sec 3 guy smile very handsome and super friendly and outgoing! Forgot his name though.
I made more then 10 friends in a day! Hehe.
Reached home around 8pm.

K, I stop here.
Thanks god

2008-01-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

The Crevice

by Nikiness

The sun used to shine on me,there used to be a fluffily clouded sky.
I knew about something called happy.
I always knew just where I wanted to be.

That sun is gone,replaced by night.
those clouds now carry low thunder,I only know misery and frightend
I don't even recognize me.

If it were wished,I would count the cold tears I've shed
but none of it would matter,there would still be
the lost happy I don't remember.

PS: This poem describe my life perfectly, i used to know what happiness meant.
It really touched me deeply, It's great to come across a poem that I can understand and enjoy, and that has something to say to my own personal situation.
I don't feel like studying already, f maths problem.

My sis download a mircosoft thingy for writing in chinese.
Just trying out..

就是开不了口让他知道
就是那么简单几句，我也无法办不到。
我只能够远远看著。。。。。。。

2008-01-08T14:17:00.000+08:00

Today,

Came late for school. Reach around 7.35am.
Lecture by Mdm Foo and Mr Ang.
Stayed back @ the hall till 10am.
Recess. Thanks Jieying! <3
Lit, maths. Went to 4/9, expect to have 1 hr detention but there wasn’t any.
Took back my hp and walk to causeway point with Xiao ping.
Take 912 bus and chat with one 2/6 guy.

Going for afternoon nap. Bye

You were always there.
It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you.

2008-01-05T14:10:00.000+08:00

Didn’t go for badminton training today…..
Instead, I attend the edusave scholarship @ fuchun primary.
On the way, I was feeling rebellious, so I deliberately shouted at my father.
Sigh, maybe I felt a little numbed in exhaustion from waking up too early, or was it due to crying last night? I don’t know which.
I didn’t expect many students to turn up. Whoa.
Saw a few of CHR students and two of my classmates.
At first, my imagination was to get 150$ only.
When I got the paper, look at the envelope sealed with the cheque, its 300$.
Lol, when I told my dad, he was smiling like a contended old man.
Sorry dad for wht I did today, you didn’t even chide at me…
I’m very remorseful and guilty now :l

K, I confirm I will go swimming {not swimming, lol playing water} when I am free!
@ wdl complex. Today evening I’m going alone, till 8 plus at night bah.
Watching the stars……… unblinking.

I’ll be meeting up with my best friend really soon.
Hope she isn’t rly packed with homework and stuff!

2008-01-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

I don’t know why the sight of you just make my heart sank.
You just keep on appearing wherever I go and I can’t avoid it.
I remember how you intended the break up on that day…..
I was in the Mrt and I just started sobbing like mad, it didn’t matter if people juz stare at me, I just lost my first love.
Don't you know i need the support of losing my best friend? how could you be so cruel to break with me during that period of time?
I already lost my bestfriend....... now you.
Untill this very day, I could hear the sound echoing of my heart shattering into a million pieces. Can’t describe the agony.
It rly hurt too much to be ignored and uncared for.

Thanks to my entire friend in school. <3
I hope i can adapt walking home alone & not missing to drink clam chowder @ mos buger.

2008-01-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

31. Dec. 07

Been to cousin chalet @ siloso beach.
Had a lot of fun there. =)
While eating, Ah jie go ask me questions about my ex.
Waleu, he even dare to ask whether I already lost my that one to him.
Took me for awhile to understand what he was trying to explain. -.-
But he did give me some meaningful advice, and funny ones too!
Played some games and lucky draw….
Played games with cousin too, drank two cups of coke, consisting ¼ of wine coz I didnt focus, many laughter!
There was a beach party held at siloso beach.
Ew, so many bangala hanging out there.
Our elder cousin brought us to the other side of the siloso beach to see the fireworks for the countdown.
There is still a lot, a lot to mention, but I guess I stop here. (:
Hmmmm, went back, ate supper then lights off @ ard 5.30.

1.01.08
Woke up @ ard 8.40.
Wash up then sat tram to palawan, to eat our breakfast.
Sat tram again.
K then me& siforni sat tgt on the skyride.
We were both concentrating on our foot, coz we thought our slippers are gna drop off.
After that, we headed to the Singapore museum, so much stuff to see!
Afterwards, we took the Lunge{go cart}. I was the last one to arrive! Lol
Went back to chalet, All of us changed into our swim suit.
I wanted to wear one piece swimming suit, but Joey urge me to wear the bikini .
I was like…….. ..
But I gave in, wore the bikini top, along with the FBT pants.
Haha, siforni wore it too! Almost drowned at the 2m area. Coz I was trying to imitate her swimming style. I want to learn swimming! :l
Then head to the siloso beach to play volleyball, I didn’t join in.
After a while, ah joy came and I went with her to coffee bean to buy cakes. Chatted too :/
Sat tram back, waleu, got three Bangladesh man sit beside me, calling me sister and offering to take picture wit them, of coz I declined la! Zzzz.
Went back to the chalet, swam for about 20 mins, then bath.
Others went cycling while i stayed at the chalet.
Reached home nearly 6pm. =)

Pictures will be upload soon.
I hope next year new year eve, during the launch of firwork, i can get to see with my loved one...

1st week of school, I wouldn’t be attending uh.
I dread to see your face.
Sorry zolene,amanda. You trusted me yet i didnt promised you.....
Don't beat me up in school when you see me on monday! -.-

2007-12-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

I heard our class teacher isn’t Mrs. Leow…
So disappointed…
And to thought i will work super hard this coming 2008 for her....

Anyway school is opening rly soon.
I miss all my classmates and friends…
The pervious day, I broke a glass bottle. It just kind of slipped on my hand, next to the ground with lots of broken pieces of glass. I was thinking about someone… sigh..

Thought of skipping school next year twice a week like I did this year. Haha.
Oh shit, what am I thinking?
I promised so many people that I would study real hard to achieve capable results.
But it’s pretty hard knowing what will happen then.
I wished I had some thing to support me, just anything…..

2007-12-28T18:47:00.000+08:00

Going shopping tomorrow to buy the Christmas gift to exchange for this coming chalet.
Still haven make up my mind what to buy.
Today, I went to Marsling Mrt to collect my stuff ard in the evening.
Along the way, while I was crossing the road, there were two boys.
When we walk past each other, they say halo halo halo…..
Freak out, so I walked quickly.
After a few seconds, they shouted my name,
I turned back and saw the one in green skinnes waving to me…
I didn’t wear my spec, couldn’t see clearly…

Anyway, Thanks Shihui!
I found a website selling domo-kun shirt! Omg, so totally buying it!

2007-12-27T14:26:00.001+08:00

Surprised to see I’m still blogging?
I didn’t go for the youth camp.
Dad asks me alot of question regardless about the camp…..
Why didn’t he ask me question when we sign first sign the form?
I had to give in & I went to my room, crying softly, till he left for work.
I was thinking, what I did was right, I shouldn’t let my father worry while he is working or else he lose focus and injured himself. {choy!}
I feel like going to couch BBQ today but I fear my dad will give a black face again if I ask for permission…

K, I guess I shall stop here….

2007-12-26T19:15:00.000+08:00

Hey yo!
I went to collect my Goody books and FBT pants today.
They didn’t delay it. ^_^
Recently he has started contacting me again confessing he still likes me.
No la, not weiching. Don’t get the wrong idea.
Why are boys so persistent? :/
And my dad lost 220$ in playing mahjong. I know it’s not a lot of money to you but that’s a lot for our family. :/
He’s going around with a black face, finding fault with everyone, including my mother….. We can’t blame him, my mum said. He was trying to earn abit so that we can have a good meal or for our family funds…
I’m going for church camp, 27-30 dec & then Sentosa chalet at 31dec-2Jan...
Argh, I’m really afraid to attend the church camp because the only person I know is Cheryl… But I really hope to make more friends.
K, last post for this month. Bye and a happy new year!

2007-12-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!
Thanks to all the people who sms and wished me a merry Christmas!
Well to me, this year Christmas is just like an ordinary day for me.
My dad is working night shif today and told us {me&mysister} to order pizza.
I was planning to call pizza hut and order the jingle joy pizza meal but after considering it for a long time, we decide not to waste money and went to woodgrove to buy canned food. Lol.
Ohya, dad gave me 50$ as a Christmas present. I decide to use that as taxi fare to school in 2008 jan. I know I’m lazy but I rly hate traveling in buses. :l

Santa, I hope you grant my wish.

2007-12-23T18:04:00.000+08:00

Picture explains it all.

2007-12-22T15:33:00.000+08:00

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DOMO WALLET!!!!!!!!!

It cost ard 14$ .
Super contened!

And i brought crepes again!

The halter top i brought,

I made up my mind to wear this during sentosa chalet on 31 dec!
Alrighty, Going to play harvest moon alre. bye!
Ps: I feel like eating at Fish & Co. Who's up for a bite? :)

2007-12-21T17:16:00.001+08:00

Hey yo!
I went to collect my halter top from Joyce at sembawang.
After that, I went to jelapang to collect my short cardigan from tiffany.
The halter top really suits me very well, I must say. :x
Well, Tomorrow I’ll be going out to jurong point to buy domo-kun wallet!
Dad didn’t buy the durian puff from AMK hub he promised me too.
Aw, maybe someday I get to eat the delicacy. :D
K, I stop here, going down to buy honeydew milk tea.

Edited

At night,
Went down wif family and ate tzi char.
A plate of long bean, with very little serving, cost ard 8$.
Waleu, I rather buy stuff then to eat… Seriously, not worth lo.

Anyway after that, my mom and sister went back home while
I & dad went to an optical shop to buy contact lenses
After asking endless of funny questions, finally brought two diff brands of contact lenses;
White lenses & cosmetic lenses.
For School, I’ll use white lenses. 1 year used.
For shopping or going out, I’ll use cosmetic lenses, those making pupils bigger like goldfish. Yay! But the disadvantage, can used for a month only :/
So I got to use my pocket money if I want to use it again.
I rly like to chat with the person in charge. He thought that I was sec 3. -.-

Brought durian, I insisted and in then end, the durian isn’t ripe and my dad blames me for asking me to buy…
I just force myself to eat two unripe durian just to make my father think that durian is worth it.
Argh, never going to eat anything related to durian ever again!

2007-12-15T19:07:00.000+08:00

Met up with Rachel at boon lay and paid for the books.
I and my sister shun bian jalan around jurong point.
Nothing much interesting, bought creeps.
First time trying it, it’s not bad uh. Customer services are excellent.
My sister keeps on blabbering non-stop.
Ah, I want to watch a movie. It has been a long time since I last watch it…
Memories flashing back again…… sigh. :l

2007-12-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

Badminton training was weird.
Anyway, I was an amused, cynical observer. Heh.
I and Chen yan was super unlucky, we played a match with Sh&S.
I didn’t have the faintest idea to think of a strategy to win them.
All I Know we’re going to lose rly badly and it lower down our confidence greatly.

We, B and C division are going to play against swish cottage secondary school on Tuesday.
Argh, the thought of it, is having butterflies in my stomach alrea.
I hope I wouldn’t disappoint couch and teammates!

Oh and today, after training,
I met up with my mum and had my school skirt alter!
I wouldn’t need to fold my skirt never ever again. Yes, I mean it.
Which mean I wouldn’t be getting any scolding from Mr BABA! :D

2007-12-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

Halo! I just want to say many thanks to those who console me!
Esp. jinwan, Joanne, liming. And a great bunch of friends!!
I admit I still feel lost every now and then…
There're times I really wish I could turn back the time so I could cherished the time we had together. You’re rly special…
But whenever this kind of stuff pops up in my mind I tell myself not to dwell too much on the past, which is unchangeable, and to look to the future...
Well, I just hope I have the courage to put the past behind us.
Forget everything he said with the word "forever"

I miss you but I try to put you out of my mind
So that my heart won't ache anymore.

Ps: Jin wan!
There’re many people who had recovered from their first break up.
If they can get over their first love, so can the both of us!

2007-12-10T16:27:00.000+08:00

I got many things to say what my heart is feeling now.
I guess after this post, I wouldn’t be posting already, ~~MIA-ING~~ for awhile.

I miss meghuy so very very much.
I looked around but you weren't anywhere.
I can sense that something is definitely out of place………………
When i look into my inbox, thoese message i saved, received from wei ching, about how he missed me so much, loved me and other stuff, i cried to sleep.
I lost my best friend and boyfriend just in one month.
I see no point of studying hard in NA stream next year already. Seriously.
No point of living.
I rather give my life to someone who is nearly dying, fighting everyday just to live….
Guess I’ll be all alone in school next year, On the other hand, going home & eating at cwp alone.
I may have lots of friends, but unfortunately, not a close friend at most.
I will continue to show that fake smiling face to the world.

Ain't gonna show no Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly

-Westlife, Quote, Why do I love you

2007-12-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

Dear weiching,

I’m glad you once entered my life and made it so beautiful.
But just after 4 months, I guess you somehow love the love for me.
Little things you should have done and said, you just never took the time.
Since you can’t commit your time and effort,
Yea, it’s better to remains as friends as what you mention.
Relationship need time and effort, it’s about caring and loving each other. Sometime I feel it, sometime I don’t and I loathe this feeling.
Your behavior is making me so upset.............unloved, unappreciated.

Well, I just want to say,
For all you’ve done for me, thank you.
For loving me in the first place and love me for who am I, thank you.
And most importantly, Thanks for being my first love.
Good luck in your studies and your gaming.
I’ll stop here, I can’t control my tears already. Bye